Friday, December 8, 2006

i'm in a real bad mood

i shouldn't care about what happened with ryan. but i do. and i think it is because my feelings are hurt and when that happens i become analytical. i have been reading men are from mars women are from venus. it is clearing up alot of things for me. it is a book written for analytical people like me.
my kids are driving me nuts today. they have been kinda whiny and kinda hyper. and let me tell you that the two just dont' mix. either way they are on their way to a grounding pretty soon. i just cant' help but be aggravated today. i am in a real bad mood!
today at work i almost told some customers to shove it. that would have been bad. and i prob would have done it but my boss was right there. only by the grace of god was i able to keep my cool and not get into a screaming match with them.
i would have won anyhow. lol
i dont' know what is wrong with me lately. i can't seem to get on with life.
ooh. big news. my ex was on canada's most wanted and he was arrested the other day. so he is out of my life and on his way to the penn! again, the grace of god to my rescue! i am very grateful because he was stealing food from my damn freezer that is on my porch outside!!
ya you heard me right. he is literally stealing food from babies. (and no he wasn't paying his child support either.) it just doesn't get any lower than that, does it?
wherer the hell do these losers come from? am i wearing a sign? one that says "hey loser! come and take advantage of me!"
i have to start projecting a different kind of energy or something. something that will attract men that have legal and legit jobs, men that have houses that they own and that are furnished. men that love and cherish their families. a real man, not some guy who is full of it.
i need a list of what i want in a man. and then i need to email it to santa. i've been pretty good this year. lol!
well that is all the complaining i can do for one night. i'm done. hopefully i will be in a better mood tomorrow!

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