Saturday, December 2, 2006

how can you justify your childish behavior?

Heaven has no rage like love to hatred turned, nor hell a fury like a woman scorned. William Congreve

ya i got scorned. and i am so angry and disapointed and lots of other things that i can't even describe right now.

i am angry because today i got an email from that "fantastic" guy that i haven't heard from for like ten days. but it wasn't like he emailed me. he sent me a contest to enter.

i feel used and i feel horrible right now. so i sent him an email back saying " ya i got your email. and i was just wondering why you can email me but you can't call me?"

now that i think about it; it sounded kinda desperate. and i am so kicking myself in the ass right now for sending that.

oh well. he'll either get it and think i am crazy or he'll feel like shit and email me back telling me some excuse. whatever it is i dont' really care. well actually i do care and i care a lot apparently. other wise i wouldn't be writing about this in my blogs constantly.

i gotta get over this guy real fast.

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