bite the dirt and pay up

well, life has been very hectic with the holidays and my kids' birthdays. i am so glad it is done!
i went out on a date with my friends cousin. that didn't work out at all.i dont' even want to tell you about it because it was that bad. he was very good looking, very sexy, very smart..blah blah blah. but he wasn't a very good person.
so that's that. but i know the security gaurd at work has a thing for me. he's young...but smart, has a job and is so very, very cute. i am holding out with him. i will have to wait and see where that gets me.
anyhow. this year my resolution is to pay off all the debts my ex left me with and clean up my credit. woo hoo!
i am so in debt because of him! oh well. oh yeah. did i tell you he is in the penn now? he was on canada's most wanted...omg. will he ever grow up? probably not. not my problem anyways.
so i made a budget and i am sticking to it. this is only month one though. we'll see. i really hope i can be strong and not screw this up. i need to get out of debt right now.i hate the feeling of knowing that i owe something to someone. it has gone on way too long. first i tried to fight it and say it was not my debt. but that didn't work. so now i just have to bite the dirt and pay it.
and i will.
well. that's all for today.